Now Comes the Night

My life changed so drastically in a matter of a few words. It feels like my heart has been ripped from my chest. My breath stolen from me and my thoughts up and walked away. I hate feeling so selfish and being the way I think I am right now. It isn’t the way I want to live my life. I need to take refuge in the people that care the most about me. Life is hard; no one said it would be easy… I just wish I could catch a break every now and then. I just don’t want to be alone, or afraid. I just want him to hold me, tell me everythings okay and never let me go. But then comes the end of the night and it swallows me whole.