Crashing Down

“What am i doing here
If you’re not with me
What have i got to live for, if it’s just my own dream”

Does it make me selfish to want my life the way I thought it would be two years ago? Thats the problem; my life isn’t even remotely close to how it used to be. I guess thats the naive nature of who I was. Things change; dreams change; situations change. There is change that I cannot stop and yet I want to. I think that the selfish parts of me are enveloping me and dragging me down. I just wish I could let go and break free of all these chains that are bringing me down.